I have walked around the Great Wheel, I have explored the Plane of Chaos
and have seen the abominations that reside therein. This experience
leaves me with no sense of guilt for having defiled the shrines of Lady
Eris. Yes I did defile her shrines and would do so again. Chaos is an
abomination to my mind, an alien presence in the Divine Creation of
Ayar.

I cannot speak for the Church, and my post only reflects my own views,
but I joined the Church to help protect and preserve Ayar's gift to us
from all those who wish to destroy it. By defiling Erisian shrines I
hoped, in my own small way, to stand against Chaos and to defend the
beauty of the Divine order.

As a mortal I am unable to understand Divine motives and do not seek to
question them. However, I cannot comprehend why those who witnessed the
entry of Discord and Entropy in to the world, and who saw the
devastation unleased upon the world would later uphold and defend the
Goddess of Chaos. I have recoiled in fear at the effects Chaos has had
upon my own body, when I have met occultists in battle, and my response
to fear is to fight back.

If the leadership and Divines of the Church find me at fault, I will
happily accept their judgments against me. As for those currently
attacking the Elysian and Mithraean orders, I believe you are helping
Chaos grow stronger. I hope you do not live to regret your support for
Chaos.

In Faith
Defender Alban Jaydde-Stormcrow

Penned by my hand on the 2nd of Ero, in the year 416 AF.