Im lost, drifting far away from the comfort of your arms
Never ending to begin in the life we once started
My heart aching, not wanting to let go, yet the shadow tells me its time
Burning with rage, fiery desire, hate, love, and passion
Confused in my mind with temptation in my heart
You carry the water to put out the flame, have you chosen to do so
So Mixed up, left with no way to turn, i chose to stay
Stay in your arms, in your heart, in your mind
Stay with the love i once experienced from you, i cant go
Why leave what i have found, the search took nearly forever
I endure the heartache, the pain, the hurt
For the love you gives is ten times more than the pain i go through
I want to just be with you, why does that seem so difficult
I want to be in your arms, night after night
Share the bond, feel the anguish, welcome the confusion with open arms
Never let go, hold on to me tighter, i need the feel of strength
I need you with me, grasping me like im a raft and your sinking in the ocean
Try harder, dont let me drift away, i need you to live, you need me to stay

I love you Caled, with all my heart, and I promise i wont leave you
just dont give up on me

Penned by my hand on the 20th of Phaestian, in the year 251 AF.