It has come to this, I have been raped of my rights and my freewill to do as I wish. Today I was approached by Isildur, the Coward, and brutally killed in my fair city Ashtan. I was taken to the Paladin's Stronghold, and then stripped of my grace, Isildur performed something upon me, I was killed once again. I was killed because I forge whips for my allies, and help them become strong. All this because of a silly boycott that will never go through. I ask all you Paladin's, who say you are a guild built upon honor, where is your honor when you must kill people to get your way, and intimidate them with death and power to get your way? Where does honor lie when you commit such acts? My heart has grown cold and tired of Isildur's crazy ideas and I am sick that he thinks he can control anyone who follows him. You may kill me many times over and over, but My Beliefs will always stand, and you will never have them falter. I stand proud to be an Ashtanite, and I stand proud to help my city and I will keep doi

Penned by my hand on the 4th of Mayan, in the year 222 AF.