"Behave Little boy!
I'll teach you a lesson you wont forget . . ."
(I did nothing wrong!)

Burning inside of my loner self
I'm feeling sick with hate again
I'd better sit back down as I'm told
And learn to behave like a good little boy
As I stand in the corner hatefully by my self
Isolated from everyone ells who just whispers
Alienated because I'm different from everyone ells
Just punished for being nothing but my self
I never fitted in to this place I grew up in,
Was always kept up on the rejected shelf.

"Do as I say,
Or I'll do something you will never forget!"
(I did nothing wrong!)

This little Child
Running away from you
Crying silently every night
Hateing you for what you do, Like
Laughing as you make him cry, Like
Chuckling as you make him bleed, like
Smirking as you watch him die

"They were NOT saying anything,
Do you think I'm deaf as well as dumb!"
(I did nothing wrong!)

Silently I drift through this time of innocens
I'm feeling sick with Loneliness again
If only I could sit back down as I'm told
And learn to behave my self like a good little boy
Not have to stand still by my hyperactive self
Watching every one ells laugh happily
Then watching them turn and laugh at me spitefully
Just bullied for not being normal inside
I will never fit within this place I grew up
All I have to do to be happy is Hide.

"How dare you start an unprovoked Fight
Right infront of my eyes! You Horrible bully!"
(I did nothing wrong!)

This little Child
Running away from you
Crying silently as he flees
Hateing you for what you do, Like
Chuckling as you make him cry, Like
Smiling you make him attack you, Like
Smirking as you watch him die

"Come away from him Children
That boys only trouble!"
(I did nothing wrong!)

Teacher Teacher, Pleas Mr. Teacher,
Wont you make them stop it?
Why wont you help me?
Am I an embarrassment to you?
Mother Father, Pleas Mum and Dad,
Wont you make them stop it?
Why wont you help me?
Am I an embarrassment to you to?

"You are a Nasty Hatefully little boy!
You WILL learn to behave!"
(I did nothing wrong!)

This little Child
Running away from you
Crying silently as he sleeps
Longing you to love him
Hoping tomorrow it will have changed
As he lies down in his bed
Trying to remember what he dreamed
Last night in his ab-normal head.

"Don't you Under stand that we only care about you?"
(Then why wont you help me . . .)

I destroyed my self
With the pane I felt
Over others Destroying me . . .



Penned by my hand on the 5th of Ero, in the year 271 AF.