There is a cold running through my veins
With every silence a burning pain

There is a void within my soul
No one here to make it whole

And I'll always be second best
To everything, I remain a mess
I'll always be second best
While dark thoughts infest

And I fear for a life without meaning
Paralysed, warmth a distant feeling

Every step pulls me out of this dream
Every feeling makes me want to scream

Because I'll always be second best
And when things are put to the test
I'll always be second best
Slowly sinking into the rest

Penned by my hand on the 24th of Glacian, in the year 807 AF.