The words I've said ring inside my head
I'm not what i seem , nothing but a dream an illusion your fantasy.
I have no memories of the thoughts i once had the life i once led.

There was thruth to what I've said
I have questions but no answers to the meaning.

There are thoughts of passion, of self-destruction
Each and everyday another step closer
Every now and then another one strays.

When i am gone and have no more worries
No more reason to feel so very sorry
for what i could never fix.
You might remember these words

Remember the words of what i've said. the reason i longed and wished to be dead
the words that would ring and circle in my head
remember
what i've said

Penned by my hand on the 14th of Valnuary, in the year 268 AF.