Despair-
She enters the room
And I am waiting for her with open arms.
Without her in my life
I struggle to find meaning.
Despair fills my life with joy
And Her absence brings Darkness to my days.
She is the greatest paradox of all
My secret lover
My soul mate
My tormenter.

Penned by my hand on the 12th of Scarlatan, in the year 255 AF.