Betraying my hopes and dreams/the nightmare lurking behind the scenes

My vow, my promise, meaning nothing more than lies/in my carefully
constructed disguise

My love, the curse destroying genuine friendship/confused and distraught
about our deteriorating relationship

Chose to fall in love/ignoring my white knight from above

Regret and sorrow consumed/bleeding darkness from my self-inflicted
wounds

Never believing I was good enough for you/worried you'd think the wicked
rumors true

Embracing the monster within/learning to accept the woman I've always
been

Exotic disease, tool of manipulation/the battle scars of life's duration

Never meant to lose one of the best parts of my life/never meant to
cause you strife

I tried to change myself for you/tried to be perfect but unable to

Loving you without being in love with you/being yours my entire spirit
through

Breaking our bonds and my heart/with one small phrase setting us apart

(Divorce)

Penned by my hand on the 17th of Lupar, in the year 374 AF.