effortlessly, you glide
dip and turn in the current
high above my head and I can feel
with each beat of your wings, my world
it grows or burns and i spin into pieces when
your smile is delinquent...

oh how did i come to this place
where what i thought, had become another's
and what i believed turned to ashes with the sunlight
salvage, i go through the rubble with my fingers frantic
looking for something that i can keep under my pillow
something that will help me pretend i still matter to you...

oh heaviness..weight beyond bearing...tears of a mass indescribable and
unbelievable

Penned by my hand on the 19th of Glacian, in the year 301 AF.